Many moms experience a range of emotions after having a baby. Some moms experience deep sadness while others experience elation. The emotions you are experiencing is due to the influx of hormones in your body after giving birth. A key to dealing with your emotions is to gain a network of supportive moms. When you have other women to talk too, you will feel you are not alone, many of your thoughts and feelings are shared. I started a group for pregnant women and new moms on facebook. Please feel free to visit and or join: http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2385934019 . If however you are experiencing severe depression please visit your doctor.